Time really flies so fast that i am unmindful of what is happening around me. I am too engrossed with what keep me busy - work, school, home. These have divided my attention and focus almost equally that I have no time for other concerns. This is why I should not wonder about the changes in my environment which almost of them have passed unnoticed - most of them are good, but some are not.
My bestfriend has just turned three decades old and six summers. My old time partner in most of my endeavors and adventures in life, my comrade in times of failure and success, the uncomplaining and patient listener of my stories no matter how trivial or uninteresting they may be sometimes, will, in a few months from now, be settling down with someone whom I have no chance of knowing personally.
My favorite dog, Normie, has just given birth to four lovely puppies. Her cute and chubby little pets would someday join her in guarding my house all day and night as what she usually does.They are new additional ones in the family, animals which I treat as human who has feelings, moods and emotions.
My newly- bought house needs treatment to save it from damaging termites. If left unattended, these tiny pests will surely undermine the wooden portion and structure of my home. My luck would turn to be the other way around should I fail to take immediate action.
My car loan is already nearing full payment. For almost five years of patiently going to the bank to fund my savings account where my monthly amortization is debited, such painstaking effort will soon come to an end, something for me to be grateful.
And most of all, my girlfriend is pregnant... yeheey! I should be celebrating a milestone in my life for having a baby soon at last. But this is something to be sorry about for it is as worst as a nightmare for me.
It is not because she is not yet ready to be a mom or that I am not yet prepared to be a dad, but something that I cannot take in my entire life, something I cannot consider either as a blessing or an answered prayer nor something that I can consider as destiny. But rather a curse and a bad luck molded into one. An unacceptable fact of knowing that my beloved partner will soon have a baby not my own.
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